Oh the emotion...

So for the past few days I have been on one heck of an emotional roller-coaster. I find myself crying very randomly and needing a lot of reassurance from my wonderful and supportive husband. I know that my hormones are totally outta whack right now, and knowing that makes me feel a little less crazy.

On the upside, I have felt an extreme closeness to Cale. Anyone who is around us knows how close we are, but the past few days I have felt an immense closeness and connection to him, which is a drastic change from a few weeks ago.

I was very easily annoyed a few weeks ago by his usual sweetness toward me. One example was when he would kiss my neck and my shoulders and finally I just had to tell him that I felt like a tree being pecked by a woodpecker!! Luckily he laughed and I laughed but I was completely serious!

Now I feel like I cannot get enough time with him or close enough to him, I told Nikki, that it felt as if I was on some kind of drug. It really feels like it did when we were first dating, the butterflies and constant hand holding. To this Nikki informed me that it is a drug! The oxitocin that is present in my body right now causing contractions is not only preparing me physically for labor but is also emotionally preparing me for the presence of new baby in our lives. Apparently this is God's way bringing us close together so that as things get a little more crazy around here that we will have this extreme closeness to get us through it. I can't wait to have her here and Cale is just as eager. I am so thankful that we are bringing this little baby girl into a home that is so filled with love. After all, it is a result of our love that she has come to us in the first place!